엄마 ! (mom!) | confession #1

my mom is the strongest woman I know.

i've seen her ups and downs.

i've heard her sing so many times i couldn't even count.

she is sacrifices so much for me, for my siblings.

she was always the one who drives me and Skye to class every thursday even though it takes an hour to get there.

she was always with me when i have gigs and performances, she's the best stage mom ever.

she's always watching me outside my room when i film my videos and i start laughing when she randomly goes in my room while filming.

i always remember the time when i first opened up to my mom, all of the stress and anxiety was on my shoulders and i just couldn't handle it anymore.

I told her everything and it was one of the most relieving moments in my life to just let it out, to let it out to my mom.

I love when we both open up to each other, I especially love it when it's in a random place or situation, it just makes my day so much better.

She knows everything about me and I hope I learn even more about her soon as the time passes.

I thank her for literally everything, I thank her for homeschooling me, pushing me into theater and I loved it, helping me get out of my comfort zone, being more open to her, loving The Word with her, watching mukbangs, watching marvel movies with her even though she sleeps through the whole movie, teaching me everything she knows about singing, helping me with memorizing the multiplication table even though i was crying about it, comforting me in my worst days, celebrating my best days. That's just some things we do together.

sometimes i ask God, "how can she do all of this? It's like she has superpowers or something."

"When I grow up will i have multitasking powers too?"

But her "powers" aren't really made by her, it was all just God.

He's always the one who gives her strenght in whatever she does, and I just want to honor Him too.

Thank you for giving my mom strength, the wisdom, everything.

Thank you for giving her a sweet and amazing voice, I've heard her sing so many times and I can't get enough of it.

Thank you for always telling her to remind me to always go back to you, no matter what.

Thank you, God, for giving me an amazing, beautiful, wonderful mom.

Seriously.